We are white neurodivergent transmasc system of 27 years.
We use He / They collectively.
We are aware of 20 members.
We use parts, system member, and alter language interchangeably when referring to ourselves.
We are not comfortable with headmate language being applied to us.

A single asterisk " * " indicates age consistency with the body.
A double asterisk " ** " indicates an age slider.
Name | Pronouns | Age | Role | Species | Source |
---|---|---|---|---|---|
Hamish | He / Him | 27* | Host, Worker, Physical Pain Holder, Trauma Holder, Symptom Holder (Autism, OCD, Depression) | - | - |
Merriweather (Merri) (Merrin) | They / Them | Ze / Zir | He / Him | other neopronouns | 8 - 18** | Introject, Joy Holder, Symptom Holder (ADHD, Autism) | - | - |
Judas | They / Them | 19 - 35** | Protector, Caretaker of Littles | - | - |
Vic | They / Them | He / Him | 20s | Protector / Social | - | - |
Neil | He / Him | They / Them | any given that it's funny | 27* | Familial Social Alter, Humor Holder | - | - |
Ash | He / Him | 21 - 55** | Introject (Fictive), Protector, Humor Holder | - | "The Evil Dead" series |
Nikolai | He / Him | 100 - 900 | Bodily Caretaker, Emotional Caretaker, Protector, Nonhuman | Vampire | - |
Gale | He / Him | 35 | Introject (Fictive), Contrarian, Symptom Holder (Delusions) | - | "Baldur's Gate 3" |
Tommelise | any pronouns | 8 | Little, Joy Holder, Internal Self Helper | - | - |
Donatello (Donny) | He / Him | 10 - 11 | Little / Middle, Joy Holder, Anger Holder, Symptom Holder (ADHD) | - | - |
Jack | He / Him | She / Her | 15 | Teen | - | - |
The Big Guy | He / Him | 60s | Emotional Caretaker, Caretaker of Littles, Nonhuman | Giant | - |
Meat | It / Its | Pup / Pups | They / Them | 8 | Trauma Holder, Nonhuman | Dog | - |
Sally | She / Her | They / Them | 9 | Trauma Holder, Persecutor, Nonhuman | Ghost, Doll, Demon | - |
Ponyo | They / Them | She / Her | 5 | Bodily Caretaker, Introject (Fictive) | - | "Ponyo" (2008) |
Kal (Clark) (Superman) | They / Them | He / Him | 20 - 45** | Introject (Fictive), Nonhuman, Trauma Holder, Symptom Holder (Depression), Protector | Alien (Kryptonian) | DC Comics |
Shepherd | They / Them | ? | Gatekeeper, Nonhuman | Robot / Machine | - |
Angel | They / Them | It / Its | 10,000 + | Persecutor, Symptom Holder (Delusions) | Angel | - |
5 | They / Them | It / Its | ? | Persecutor | - | - |
Sir | He / Him | 70s | Introject, Persecutor | - | - |
notable relationships
"the triumvirate"
The Triumvirate is a cliquish group of three who frequently co-front with one another and decide upon many lesser inner system issues, usually regarding organization.
- Merriweather
- Judas
- Vic
"the twins"
The twins are a duo who identifies more heavily with the family of the body and sees one another as related in system.
- Hamish
- Neil
"the drinking buddies"
The drinking buddies are those most likely to engage in vices such as weed or alcohol, frequently whilst co-fronting.
- Vic
- Ash
- The Big Guy
- Hamish
"the weird girl club"
The weird girl club are littles with at least a partial feminine identity who relate to one another in terms of isolation from peers and desire to act out pretend scenarios.
- Tommelise
- Meat
- Sally
- (sometimes Jack)
"the siblings"
The siblings often interact in a family-like manner in-system.
- Tommelise
- Donatello
- Jack
"the boys"
The boys are not the only masculine-identifying members of the system but they often mitigate how the body presents masculinity even if to much disagreement with one another.
- Ash
- Vic
- Donatello
-(sometimes Hamish)
"the eras"
The eras see themselves as a more seamless transition of one identity caught at different ages of life.
- Tommelise
- Jack
- Hamish
"the playground"
The playground refers to a group of littles and their caretaker, whic can be either Judas or The Big Guy, but not at the same time.
- The Big Guy or Judas
- Tommelise
- Meat
-Donatello
- Merriweather
- Ponyo
- Sally
🗙Do Not interact🗙
🗙general🗙
🗙believe in reverse oppression (sexism against men, racism against white people, heterophobia, cisphobia, etc.)
🗙you try to police or modify the behavior of people who are complaining about social classes that oppress them (white people, men, allistics, etc.)
🗙pedophile
🗙i am also addressing you if you identify as a map, nomap, hebophile, ephebophile, or anything similar regardless of whether or not you are offending
🗙(i am not addressing you if you have intrusive thoughts or pocd.)
🗙zoophile, zoosexual, or zooromantic
🗙transx / transid (transrace, transabled, transage, and similar)
🗙bigotry🗙
🗙racist
🗙anti black lives matter
🗙pro cop / pro all lives matter / pro blue lives matter
🗙use tags like #asiacore, #japancore, or #weebcore
🗙antisemetic
🗙islamophobic
🗙misogynist
🗙anti sex workers
🗙swerf (sex worker exclusionary radical feminist)
🗙anti-porn
🗙(i am not referring to being critical of the industry.)
🗙lgbtphboic
🗙lesbophobic, homophobic, biphobic, transphobic, transmisogynist
🗙radfems (radical feminists), “gender critical”, terfs (trans exclusionary radical feminists), tehms (trans exclusionary homosexual males), febfems (female exclusive bisexual radical feminists)
🗙anti-nonbinary, don't see nonbinary as a trans identity
🗙transmedicalists and "truscum" (believes transgender is a purely medical identity and that dysphoria is required to be transgender)
🗙you are cruel to people with sexual and gender identities you don't understand (asexual, aromantic, nonbinary, atypical pronouns users, "hesbians", cuspers, xenogender, neurogender, etc.)
🗙serophobic (discrimination against people with hiv / aids)
🗙intersexist
🗙ableist
🗙accuse people of faking or malingering (fakeclaiming)
🗙unsympathetic towards or against researched self diagnoses
🗙derail conversations about disability that doesn't apply to you (speak over people with physical disabilities if you are physically abled and so on)
🗙fatphobic
🗙personal comfort🗙
🗙transandrophobia / antimasculism / transmisandry truthers
🗙actively engaged in ageplay / ddlg / cgl or related activities or communities
🗙anti-kin, anti-delusional attachments, anti-alterhumanity
🗙believe fiction can't impact reality
🗙proship / anti anti (okay with romanticized depictions of abuse, incest, and sexualization of minors)
🗙insist on reality checking people who haven't previously stated it's okay
🗙personally opposed to critically engaging with all of your interests or someone else asking you to do so
🗙pro-endogenic systems, pro-mixed origin systems, or any pro non-traumagenic systems
🗙(neutral on or ignorant of the issue is fine)
🗙pro-tulpamancy
Hamish - Jimmy Olsen
Merriweather - Wonder Girl
Judas - Raven
Vic - The Question
Neil - Booster Gold
Ash - Rose Wilson
Tommelise - Jericho
Donatello - Nightwing
Jack - Harley Quinn
The Big Guy - Alfred Pennyworth
Meat - Terra
Sally - Deadman
Ponyo - Impulse
Kal - Hernan Guerra
Shepherd - Red Tornado
Angel - Doctor Fate
5 - The Scarecrow
Sir - Lex Luthor
Hamish - Jelly Nose Fish
Merriweather - Sea Otter
Judas - Sea Anemone
Vic - Mimic Octopus
Neil - Pajama Cat Shark
Ash - Sockeye Salmon
Tommelise - Coelacanth
Donatello - Loggerhead Sea Turtle
Jack - Pacific Viperfish
The Big Guy - Baleen Whale
Meat - Dog Face Puffer Fish
Sally - Barreleye
Ponyo - Balloon Lumpfish
Kal - Orange Roughy
Shepherd - Arapaima
Angel - Portuguese Man O' War
5 - Rainbow Mantis Shrimp
Sir - River Lamprey

Basics
🦑Hamish (Ham or Mish if we're friends)
🦑25
🦑He / Him
🦑trans man
🦑bisexual, T4T, polyamorous
🦑partnered to Liz since January 15, 2020
🦑Communist
🦑Marxist Feminist
🦑#BlackLivesMatter, #FreePalestine, #LandBack, #1312
🦑Hellenistic Pagan
Personality
🦑Gemini sun, Saggitarius moon, Aries rising
🦑fire ox
🦑5w4
🦑INFP
🦑phlegmatic
Kins
I don't take these seriously, they're just characters I relate to that help me personally process my identity.
Primary
Shinji Ikari (Neon Genesis Evangelion)
Secondary
Schmendrick (The Last Unicorn)
Jimmy Olsen (DC Comics)
Tertiary
Angela (Silent Hill 2)
Ash (The Evil Dead)
Vic Sage (DC Comics)
Fiver (Watership Down)
Snufkin (The Moomins)
Thumbelina
Danny (The Shining)
Ryuusuke (Lovesick Dead)
Lesser
Stein (Soul Eater)
Aisling (The Secret of Kells)
Shaggy (Scooby Doo)
Interests
🦑evolutionary theory
🦑speculative evolution
🦑paleontology
🦑marine biology
🦑monsters
🦑cryptids
🦑mythology (with a focus of Hellenistic and Christian mythology)
🦑tarot
🦑American folk music
🦑art
🦑film
🦑comics
Fav Movie
(intended to be updated monthly)
🦑Everything Everywhere All At Once (2022)
Fav Show
(intended to be updated monthly)
🦑What We Do In The Shadows (2019-present)
Fav Book
(intended to be updated monthly)
🦑"All Tomorrows" by C. M. Kosemen
Fav Comic
(intended to be updated monthly)
🦑"Castle of the Dragon" by Matsunaga Toyokazu
Fav Music
(intended to be updated monthly)
🦑PUNPEE
Fav Game
(intended to be updated monthly)
🦑Pathologic 2 (still in progress)
All images sourced from their respective media listed below.
Fish picture by Rudolf Freund.
Hamish and Merri assembled this page.